Becoming Your Parent

Posted May 10, 2017

I write this to no one in particular. Perhaps just so I fully understand it myself I guess I have totally become my father I think when you know when I have room when I was five or six here my mom it we're having issues or whatever and he fucked up and got out instead of communicating and working on it and I think he regretted it. And I think you know by the time we realized it or maybe I don't know I don't know if you ever maybe realized it immediately or whatever but I don't think he ever AAA just didn't strike me as the kind of person who would go back you know that would be OK I don't know not desirable but whatever works with Victor of him but the of then he yells she met Tommy and you know and they got married and you know so yeah that and then he will never leave you know had a relationship that I was aware of since then I may need I know we have dates starts but even that was relatively rare. So he became a hermit and I don't know I guess I'm just right there and I don't want to be and the lesson is no matter how hard you try somehow you've become your parents that's very sad I wish I wish I had learned listen maybe

I'd go back and edit that transcribed work of art but I'm laughing too hard. Decipher away! 🤣